I am a 30 Year Old mother of two. Who lost a baby angel last year. I had an etopic pregnancy. I woke up to extreme bleeding. I called the on call nurse. She said this was normal to put my feet up and relax. It should stop. So I did as she said. However, I noticed it was not stopping. Something told me to go to the ER, which I did. My husband who's 33, had to stay with our children 6 and 4, and I went in an ambulance. Once he was able to get a sitter he met me at the hospital. When I first went they thought I was having a miscarriage. I was in total shock and I could not stop crying. Once they did an internal ultrasound. It was found that in fact I was having an etopic pregnancy. The baby was on my right tube and it had grown 10 weeks there. I had to have emergency surgery and I was in full panic. I had to have one tube removed. My right tube.. After everything that happened.. I was very nervous to try again for a while. So last year after my etopic My Husband and I went and got married August 15th,2014 (our 11th year anniversary) downtown in a park. In front of our families and close friends. This was to turn such a tragic event, into a positive for the year. Plus we were planning a wedding (we originally planned it for June 21st, 2014) before we found out we were pregnant. However, after finding out, we postponed it for August 15th, 2015. Since we did not get to have a wedding as we originally planned.. We kept our postponed date and had a wedding in front of 50-80 friends and family. So with such an exciting time. I have tried to turn around my anxious thinking around.So, as of now I am trying to conceive with my husband, it's been about 6 months now. So far, I have not had any positive tests. However, this month I was irregular. I was four days earlier than before. At first I thought I had conceived because it was light.. Spotting like. Than the next day it was light early morning, towards the late morning it became med. It really makes me nervous when I'm late or early..I'm not sure if I'm pregnant, having another etopic, or just a menstrual cycle. This time I was not too worried but I couldn't believe I was so early. Also, that it was not a full flow as it should be. It was in fact very strange. I experienced no cramps at all. Until the second day. I am sharing my story because I'm looking to see what other woman have had etopics. What are your stories? Are you also trying to conceive? I'm looking for women I can relate to. Please feel free to comment. I would love to hear miracle stories and any advice you may have also. Thanks Ladies.

*Pic of My Husband and I on our wedding day. Pic of us on our Honeymoon. Pic of Husband, Myself and Our Girls (Our Flower Girls)*