Why isn’t it me?

Just have to vent a little. My husband and I have been trying to get pregnant for almost a year now. And my period started today....

And of course 7 people announced their pregnancy today. I just feel crushed....I’m trying sooo hard not to give up but it’s just so hard. All I want is to be a mom and I just have a gut feeling that it’s not going to happen. I want to be happy for everyone else in my life but I can’t seem to let myself be happy for them. Why me? Everyone else seems to be able to get pregnant just like that and others like me take months or years....

I’m just crushed. All I can do is cry...