Baby shower tomorrow

Ana • 💑 ttc since Dec 18

So just finished AF got to start ovulation tests tomorrow as I ovulate early. And I have to go to my brother's girlfriends baby shower.

Dreading it. They had split up and had breakup sex 1 time ( from what he says it was the first time in 6 months or more) she gets pregnant.

Here I am struggling month after month.

I want to be happy for him. But I'm sure it's the only reason they got back together and she keeps trying to change him.

Smh

Gah