Hope?

Natalie
I decided I haven't lost all hope. Two days ago after starting very light spotting, yesterday I started bleeding like what my AF would be like. I told myself that today would be an important day- if it is AF my second day is usually heaviest. Here I am and I'm barely bleeding?? It could be a fluke and come back later, it could be my messed up hormones just getting off bc, or who knows, maybe odd implantation bleeding. Anyways, I'm not getting my hopes up but I did decide to hold on to just a little bit!
I also went to the doc today just to ask questions and have some peace of mind. She's so awesome. I walked out feeling awesome. She assured me we are doing everything correctly and eased a couple other fears. She wasn't sure what was going on with me currently, but told me to ride it out. She didn't feel it was necessary to do any blood work at the moment and I was okay with that. Phew, feeling worlds different from yesterday!