My period is 4 days late

Because of the constant disappointment i refuse to take a pregnancy test so soon no more negatives or fainted lines telling everyone your pregnant only to hear thr doctor embarrassingly tell you that ypu are not i want a definite positive or negative right now i am suppose to literally be on my cycle i feel light period symptoms such as that feeling u get when u know you might start and day now so if its fully a month late i will take one if not what do you think mind u i have a 4 mth old who teeth have already cut through her gums she can pick up her own pacifier and put it in her mouth roll over and she is starting to learn how to crawl as we speak all my relative say she is trying to move out the way for another baby its a old folk myth what do u think