Scared

Hi, Everyone so almost a month ago I had a tubal reversal. I’m 42 and I’ll be 43 in a few months. the doctor was great and so was his team. My husband wants to have a baby, I mean I wanted to have a baby also but I’m afraid one my age the second im not sure if I really want to because my youngest are 11. My pregnancies always resulted in me seeing a specialist doctor I nearly miscarriage with all my pregnancies and I’m afraid that if was to get pregnant that the chances of having miscarriage or ectopic pregnancy is high. What so ladies think?