Recently I got a job and Ive found myself not wanting to go to work and hating myself for choosing this career path. I feel stuck and nobody around me seems to understand they think I need to suck it up and I try and I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to hater my job for the rest of my life I don’t want to be without a job either. I don’t know what to do I am not a quitter but I am not happy. I want to have more freedom, i love writing and the idea of working on my own pace but I don’t have any support in this. Everytime I bring up hating my job I feel brushed off or guilted into feeling like I have to keep going. The more I think about what I really want the more I think it’s just a fantasy in my head and I start to feel more depressed.