I fear the

I fear the newborn stage , I’m debating if I should stay with my in-laws for a few months till I am comfortable being on my own ? I don’t know why but since finding out I am pregnant I’ve had just fear, anxiety and nervous, I fear the newborn stage so if I stay with them they both don’t work and live in a big house enough room for us all if it would help me feel comfortable gain confidence and just lack of mental state .....I know babies get easier as kk this go by but I don’t know the whole newborn stage I’m so stressed and worried thinking about this ....