I need to vent.

Gabbriella • ❤

Ok so I have known for a few years that I have pcos. Doctors have tell me it might be hard for me to get pregnant, also last year they found abnormal cells in my uterus which turn out to be nothing but got told I have to keep going to get test done. And if i the test come back showing abnormal cells the best thing I could do is to get my uterus removed. But I really want to have kids and I'm worried that might not happen for me . Anyways since I started dating my boyfriend I let this be known.. he already has two kids which I never minded and I adore them . But today I was watching a show(about babies) and i kinda mention me wanting to start trying to have one .. and he told me he doesnt think I would be a good mom . Which hurt my feelings and I'm still really hurt by I really want kids and I really love my boyfriend but this broke my heart .