Feel sorry for my baby

She’s not even born yet, and she has a good for nothing father . Just because we broke up recently he doesn’t want to buy the push chair anymore , said he will only give me half the money and tbh I don’t even want anything from him anymore

I feel like I’ve been mental abused throughout our entire relationship and I’m glad it’s over but I feel sorry for this little girl I never want her to go through anything I have with him

He doesn’t have respect for anyone, always says he’s going to do something but never does.. I just wish I wasn’t in this situation with him.

I’ve known him 10 years from school and when we got together that was when I saw his true colours

I wish my first time experience being a mother was with someone who cherish me and adores me , and could be my best friend who I could share everything with , I read so many stories in here and some of you ladies are so lucky to have a good man by your-side

Even tho he’s a complete arse I won’t stop him seeing his child or doing his part. But I just feel like I’m going to get everything I need for her myself and whatever he wants to get her then he can. Because I don’t want him to feel like I need him or rely on him