We wanted to add one more to our family but it just happened that we are having twins. That means a lot of changes. Sending 3 kids under 3 to full time child care is almost pointless and we decided I would be the one to stay home with the kids.

My oldest daughter does competitive dance and it is expensive. We can’t afford to send her without my income. I feel like this is all my fault. Grandparents can’t help us out financially. I know we will love these babies but at the same time we wouldn’t be putting our oldest through this if we didn’t try to get pregnant. Feeling like a bad mom. 😭 just needed to vent.