Anyone feel different with second baby?

M • 💙 Our blessing arrived 08/18/2017 💙 Baby boy #2 arrived 11/14/2019!

My first pregnancy I was super excited, thinking about baby every moment, taking bump photos each week even before I was showing, eating healthy despite the food aversions, counting down the days until I met my baby, could sense the gender before we found out ... this baby I have not taken any photos, am fine with waiting almost 7 more months to meet him/her, don't have a clue on gender, and have been giving into cravings. I definitely love this baby more than anything and am obviously still trying to have a healthy, successful pregnancy and watching what I am exposed to. I do worry about baby, it just doesn't feel exactly the same as the first time around. I feel guilty, in a way.