Hard life going on

Hello there, I’m just gonna jump right into the topic and express what I’m going through.

I suffer from anxiety and have a really but really stressful life. I am a student, I study medicine. I’ve had severe anxiety, panick attacks and depression which made me lose my way to my future. I felt like shit. I still do. I have two exams within this week and I feel like I’m not gonna make it. I feel like being depressed, has made me let down studying. I really have to pass these 2.

I have one tomorrow and I’m just so stressed about it I just can’t help it but cry. After it, I’m gonna be out of town for 3 days and it leaves me only 4 full days to study for another exam. I just can’t. I used to be a perfect student, with perfect grades, now I just feel useless. How do I make it? This is so important to me and I really need motivation😣. What should I do to achieve this success? I’ve been lost for a long time I just can’t feel the urge of getting back at my life.