Over the past few weeks I have been growing more and more frustrated. We don’t have sex as often as we used to, used to be 3-4 times a week and it’s very quickly dewindled down to being 3-4 times a month and those times are only now when he wakes from his sleep so he doesn’t even realize what he’s up to. I try SO hard but nothing I do seems to work. It’s getting to the point where it’s beginning to make me feel down on myself and am thinking all of the worst (is he cheating? is he masturbating when I’m gone at work and doesn’t want to later? Wtf is going on?).

It’s enough to cause me to break down sometimes. I’ve mentioned it before but I don’t get much of a response.

I don’t even know what I’m totally asking, I’m just upset and needed to type it out 😖🙄😬