Venting

We have been trying for baby #2 for 19months with a miscarriage, failed ivf & get told by a work colleague that another college who had first bub in oct 14, is now expecting again. Am happy for them & wish the all the best but am very frustrated & annoyed should be us now. We have to wait until i get my period again before starting ivf again 😢💉 just wish & hope that we fall pregnant & have healthy sibling for our son who just turned 4 otherwise i feel the gap will be to big & i will be too old to have another one - just think it is too hard to deal with on top of trying to live with some of lifes challenges stresses. In last month had failed ivf no eggs at collection, sick child which ended up in ER, pulled / slipped disc in back, death in family, dealing with family fallouts due to the death, dealing with my parents who carry on like a couple of teenagers & do nothing, late last cycle not pregnant & trying to keep up with a job that keeps changing. We have no support at times which is hard. Sorry for long post 😡😢