Venting

We have been trying for baby #2 for 19months with a miscarriage, failed <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> & get told by a work colleague that another college who had first bub in oct 14, is now expecting again. Am happy for them & wish the all the best but am very frustrated & annoyed should be us now. We have to wait until i get my period again before starting <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> again 😢💉 just wish & hope that we fall pregnant & have healthy sibling for our son who just turned 4 otherwise i feel the gap will be to big & i will be too old to have another one - just think it is too hard to deal with on top of trying to live with some of lifes challenges stresses. In last month had failed <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> no eggs at collection, sick child which ended up in ER, pulled / slipped disc in back, death in family, dealing with family fallouts due to the death, dealing with my parents who carry on like a couple of teenagers & do nothing, late last cycle not pregnant & trying to keep up with a job that keeps changing. We have no support at times which is hard. Sorry for long post 😡😢