My heart is completely broken and idk how to move about it .

My ex and I dated for a year . We have so many good memories together man . We never had serious serious problems. Always respected each other. We recently started having the same argument about how we don’t see each other as much . I have two jobs so it was kinda hard . I’m a high school senior and he’s a college freshman and we’re both 18 he’s finna be 19 I will be 19 in six months ( I have a late birthday ) Anyways He broke it off a week ago saying his feelings aren’t the same from when we first started dating and that we should be close friends 😔 His very best friend is telling me that he still has feelings for me but college is just stressful right now and he wants space and he sees us getting back around my graduation time. But he’s telling me that he needs his space and that he stills sees a relationship just not right now. So that being said . I decided to go out with my friends for 4/20 to get my mind of things .Yeah his was my first mistake because I’ve only ever smoked with my ex and he took care of me and he would NEVER EVER try to force any type of sex if I said no or even not saying no or yes , he can tell. Anyways I got really messed up and these guys were trying to try me saying things like “ oh you and ___ aren’t together anymore so you can fuck so in so” . That whole situation shook me absolutely up . I called my ex to come get me and he did . He was so mad at the boys texting them stuff like “ I don’t play about her this that and the third”. Further more , I was so messed up when he got me I started taking about the break up 🤦🏽‍♀️ . I said things like why can’t we be together rn and he said I need space to better myself . I said why can’t you do that with me 😭 he said it doesn’t feel the same , and he also said he wants it to be like he has his shit together and then he has me . Im just so freaking confused. My heart hurts bad because he treated me so GOOD after an emotionally abusive relationship. He still texts me and calls me . He always tells me he doesn’t see a relationship right now but later . And I’m just like what the fuck is later you kno .. I can very much tell that school is stressful for him . I can tell he is stressed out about his money . He just texted me today saying that reality is hitting him and his money is low. I honestly think he does not know how to handle stress and it affected are relationship. I know are relationship can return because we have a strong ass bond . He even said it . I believe in right person wrong time. He tells me everyday that he doesn’t want to talk to anyone or mess with anyone . He still going to my prom and I just don’t want that to be awkward . I really believe that we will get back together. And I know for a fact it’s no one else .