Mind spinning into oblivion 🙈

This might be long, fyi. So, years ago, I was told I couldn’t conceive, let alone have a kid without severe complications to me or the baby. I have hashimoto’s thyroidism, along with other autoimmune disorders, btw. It was my endocrinologist who told me that, but I still wanted to ask my PCP and she reasserted it. It hit me hard, but at the end of the day I’d have to get over it and accept it. My period has always been pretty regular, but I’m pretty anxious/worried now because since according to this app, I’m 2-3 days late and according to my fitbit app, my period isn’t due for another 3 days. My partner came inside me on my most fertile day (according to <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">Glow app</a>). It’s been almost 2 weeks since he did. I don’t feel abnormal, as in vomiting, nausea, etc., but I can’t help but feel totally scared of the fact that maybe, on some freak level, I’m pregnant and I could have this kid.

Side note: I did not take a morning after pill since the fact my 2 doctors told me I couldn’t conceive.

At this point, my mind is completely spinning and I have no one to talk to, since my mom would kill me since she still believes me to be a virgin (I’m 23), and my friends would hard core judge me for even associating with this guy, let alone having sex with him.

Should I wait until after this week to go to the doctor? Should I just go now? Or should I just let it ride out, considering I’d most likely miscarry? 🙈🙈 WHAT DO I DO?