19 long months!


Well after another negative test and another month of irregularities....this will make it 19 months ttc.... I’m so scared.... so sad.... we’ve already had 2 together but after going on pop birth control 3 years ago I’m scared. Been off the birth control for 19 months periods have been so long cuz of it the past 3 months tho they finally were on track... so today at 3 days late I thought it’s got to be a positive test then!!! I test at 3am had to pee so bad! And yet another NEGATIVE:( just venting I’m scared and sad and emotional ... thanks for letting me vent tho!