I just want a baby!

After a miscarriage last year I want it even more. We decided to not go crazy and just let it happen on it’s own but i’m tired of waiting. My period was due yesterday and nothing for now. I do have symptoms but they are different then usually. My breasts are not as sore as usually, my nipples are a bit more sensitive and my cramps are mostly in my back which I haven’t experienced in a long time. I’m sure my period is coming I just really don’t want it to. I wish I could just stop thinking about it !