Miscarriage

Had my surgery on April 3rd at 9 weeks.

Still doesn’t feel real, and I don’t know what to do.

After we found out, me and my bf agreed we wouldn’t stress about ttc, and that we would just take it one day at a time... at the time it seemed easy...

And then the stress began... since the miscarriage we have been having unprotected sex, an I have seen some of you girls mentioning that it is possible to get pregnant without even having a period!?

It can seem stupid, but I was going to get my hair dyed today, and just thinking that their is a slight possibility that I could be pregnant gets me anxious so I didn’t go.

I have a hard time having a regular life not knowing if I could be pregnant. Like drinking alcohol or getting my teeth whitened.

I know it can sound strange, just because it can take us 6 months or a year or even more to get pregnant again, but in my mind it is not that simple.

Does anyone relate? Or am I alone and paranoid?