I can handle the hurt, the getting up to feed the baby and the crying for whatever reason.

But I can't deal with the hurting of my back, her screaming, the feeding AND the lack of sleep..

I don't eat, I don't sleep, I don't drink... I'm just in a state where I always try to sleep or is comforting my baby..

Tomorrow we go to the hospital to find out if there is anythibg wrong with her stomach.

I'm equally afraid they'll say it's just gas pains and we have to deal with it or that they'll tell us she's sick. I can't deal with any of those options right now.

And she's only 28 days old 😩