Feeling scared? Excited? And overwhelmed? My babies will be here in 40 days. And im ao tired with low energy. We have so much going on and so many things to do. Pack our bags, doctor appointments, stress tests, pick a pediatrician, grocery shopping, cleaning the house, etc. All while working 40+ hours a week and trying to fit in a nap everyday before work since i work nights.

Then theres the constant "holy crap im gonna be a mom soon"

What if im a bad mom?

What if theres delivery complications?

Knowing im having braxton hicks scares me. Im 32 weeks with twins. I dont want them to come early. It makes me wanna cry so much.

My husband is working hard to be my rock and keep me calm, but i cant help all these thoughts running through my mind. Especially when im home alone