My fingers are numb while I write this word, miscarriage!

It does not make me less of a mother that I couldn't hold you.

It does not make me less of a mother that I couldn't feed you.

You're never really ready to be told theres no heartbeat.

I fell in love with you while you was forming in my womb, now I carry you in my heart instead of my arms.

I have died inside the same way you have.

We were going to have a baby but we had a angel instead.

I love you so much baby Millard

😭😭😭💔💔💔