We started try in May 2016 and I got pregnant that month. We naively thought everything would be ok, we had a 7 week scan which showed a slightly too small baby with a heartbeat and we were delighted. At the 12 week scan in August we were told the heart had stopped at 6 weeks. I had an MVA which didn’t fully work. I passed the retained product in September 2016.

In January 2017 I got another positive and again thought everything must be fine this time. At 8 weeks we had a scan but although the baby had a heartbeat it was measuring at 6 weeks. This time I chose a d&c to try and avoid retained products. Again it didn’t work and I passed myself in March 2017.

I spent almost two years trying to conceive again with no luck. In February this year we embarked on a round of

<a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>

. All the way through the nurses were trying to convince me to cancel due to poor response. I kept going and retrieved 3 eggs and had two transfer at 3 days.it worked and I was pregnant again. Yesterday at my 7 week scan I found out there is no heartbeat.

I don’t know what to do next, I feel like everything that can go wrong for me seems to happen. I will never have a baby