I hate me. I hate me a lot. I am really ugly and overweight. I started starving yourself as a result. I deserve it. I are annoying. I am....me, and I hate me for that.

I love you. I love you a lot. You are really ugly and overweight. But don't starve yourself as a result. You don't deserve it. You are annoying, but that's okay. You are...you, and I love you for that.

Dear reader,

This is my fight everyday. My soul and my body don't work together. I hate myself. I love myself. I wanna kill myself. I wanna live. It hurts. God it hurts. Thankyou for reading.