I'm not very close with my dad's side of the family anymore.. that being said a tragedy happened and a life was lost.

I woke up this morning to a text from my father who I haven't really spoken to or seen in the last few years. His text said my grandma had passed away peacefully.

A few days prior my grandpa and grandma were in a horrible car wreck. My grandpas was driving and making a turn when a vehicle t boned on the passenger side going 50 mph several injuring my grandma..

She has been in ICU for the past few days in a medically induced coma. She has several broken bones and overall her outcome isn't great. She has been moved to an isolation unit and is unaware of my grandpa's passing.

I had to break the news to my brother and he asked for our fathers number. They haven't spoken in several years.

I feel so torn apart from all of this. I wish I had gotten to see them and tell them they were going to be great grand parents..

My grandpa passing is the first death I've had that's been close to me. No one else had died in my family..

I feel like I'm an alien for not totally being deviated over all of this like my brother. I haven't cried once. I was upset while at work and sad to talk about it but don't feel heart broken ..

I also found out another friend is in the hospital and probably won't wake up. He has massive brain bleed and can't breathe on his own..

I guess it's true what they say.. when it rains it pours..