Gender reveal envelope is calling my name!

Brianna • Married. 💙 9/2019 💖 04/2021 Baby #3 10/2023

I made a mistake of having my gender reveal ultrasound waaay too far from my actual gender reveal party on MAY 19th 😩

I have the envelope but the tech ended up calling my sister to tell her and the suspense is literally killing me.

I’ve been having dreams every since that I am having a girl. If I have a boy I won’t be mad but I will probably be very shocked because I’ve been thinking it’s a girl for the longest time now.

My husband is okay with either boy or girl, it’s our first baby.... so should I take a peak and get it over with or wait. What would you do?