I found out at 9dpo I am pregnant. I am currently 12dpo and still in shock and can't believe it! My only child will be 7 in November along side of me turning 45. My life isn't what one would call ideal or very stable. I work two jobs, my daughter attends a private Christian academy. Last year I found out that my boyfriend of 6 years at the time not only cheated on me but fathered two children from this lady. Once I found out he no longer wanted anything to do with this lady nor the children. I didn't leave him because he does everything in the world for our daughter and I just love him so much. Well he told me that he didn't want anymore children (this was after my miscarriage back in February). He said that he was sad that I keep losing my pregnancies but relieved at the same time. That broke my heart because he knew all I ever wanted to be is a wonderful mother to many children of my own and a wife. Well let's just say that he has done absolutely nothing to prevent me from getting pregnant. So here I am in utter bliss that I'm pregnant and I refuse to tell him before I hit 12 weeks. Does this make me selfish or smart? I still can't believe that I'm pregnant and apparently it is progressing normally so far.

To God be the glory

In order to see the lines on the test you have to open the picture. They didn't upload as clearly as they are on my phone!