I need some help.

Lali • Mommy to four princesses. 2 singlets 1 set of twins. Wine lover. Texan.
I know this is the wrong board, I just feel like the CC ladies will give me some great words of advice. I have cyclic vomiting syndrome, which pretty much means I can't keep anything down. Likehyperemesis gravidarum but it's not limited to pregnancy. I am 18 weeks pregnant with twins and the CVS brings on awful anxiety as well. It's been 3 weeks since I've been able to eat anything. When I do, it comes right back up. I've been hospitalized and discharged once already. I can't do my household tasks, I can't watch
My two girls, I feel extremely useless. The anxiety is out of control. I find myself blacking out and being possessed by this irrational fear. I've talked to several doctors, no treatment they have given me has
Worked. I'm terrified. I know this comes and goes but this time around the anxiety is killing me. I just do not know how to deal. I feel pretty hopeless. I'm scared. I hope someone can tell me something reassuring.