A great loss

Aryn • 40yo, trying since July 2013. We lost our first boy at 20 weeks in Sep-15. Failed IVF Oct-16. Got our Rainbow-baby boy in Aug-17. Split with hubby in Nov-17, single mom since then.
I haven't been very active in this group, but have read many of your stories. Now I have one of my own. The last two weeks have been a blur. From finding abormalities on the ultrasound two weeks ago to the medical abortion 3 days ago. Our little boy was not made to survive, and we had to let him go. Finding a name was easy, we picked one from one of the gods from Norse mythology. 
You got 20 weeks with us, my dear. Like your namesake you are deeply loved, but died too soon. You will always be in our hearts, Balder.