Took a test...

I have a two month old and was worried I was pregnant. My and my fiance are not patient so when we ran out of condoms we just went with the pull out method. I know I know "wow if you didn't want more kids you are stupid for doing the pull out method" like I said me and my fiance have a hard time keeping our hands to ourselves. So anyhow I took a test cause I'm currently 16 days late according to this app. And as much as I was hoping for a negative... I was surprised to find out how disappointed I was to see the negative sign. I knew I wanted more kids in a few years but damn I think I would have cried tears of joy to see positive test. I love my son so much and I just can't believe I created something so precious. I can't wait to give him a sibling. I feel selfish for it. I can't believe how much I wanted that positive test..... I didn't think I would feel disappointed to see a negative test. It's what I wanted to see... But yet still disappointed