Self sabotage

I’m having a down day today. I’ve learned that some days I wake up OK with knowing I’m not pregnant yet and remind myself that I’m only 9-11DPO but other days I wake up and I’m really sad that I continue to get BFNs when others have positives by now. I feel childish complaining but I want this so bad! Not only for me but for my partner as well. This is our fourth month TTC and I have a newfound respect for people that do it for years. I’ve cried, I’ve tried to laugh through it, and my SO has been so supportive through it all but I’m tired.

✨I wish you all baby dust✨