I wake up every night in the middle of the night and just can't seem to get back to sleep. I then sit up and read horror stories about babies not making it. My Dr told me not to get on the internet and read stories but I try to find some type of relief. I never do. This is my first baby that I'm actually gonna have. I'm so nervous and scared its ridiculous. I almost wish I didn't find out so early I'm only 4 weeks and three days. Everything seems fine but being only 4 weeks and hearing so many stories of women losing babies. I'm terrified.