Single AF🤙😥

So Ive been single my whole 19 years of living, and Im okay with that. Im just livin my best life I can. Ive had sex with one guy a few times about 3 years ago and havent had sex with anyone since. I know I emotionally cant do the friends with benefits thing and Im just happy being single right now. I usually masturbate in the shower with a dildo, but lets be honest, thats a lot of work for me and a lot of times I wish I had a man to fuck the shit out of me and for me to do the same to him. Does/has anyone felt the same way? The struggle is real 😤