What nobody tells you...

The meaning of baby comes in many ways. Some happy, some painful, some change through the day.

There’s good tears and bad tears, there’s days filled with pain,

but somehow there’s hope that it won’t all be gray.

This hope comes in layers, some long with no pain; there’s others that leave you standing in the rain.

What no one can tell you is how long you will wait ’til sunshine and babies will brighten your day.

To those who keep saying I will miss the train… I want you to know your words are in vain.

I know it, I fear it, I dwell in the pain that God might forget to brighten my day.

So leave it, just save it, it’s carved in my brain that babies are no where in sight on my lane.

I know you must think that I’m going insane, but feelings are hard; they’re really not plain.

There’s really no words that my heart can contain, but God knows it all, I should not complain.

What nobody tells you is that you should maintain your trust placed in Jesus ’til peace you attain.

This is a poem I wrote. I’ve been TTC for about 3 years. The road is hard and lonely so I hope this serves you as a small reminder to keep your eyes placed in Jesus! Prayers to all!