Ohh what a long journey it was

Ohh what a long journey it was ! My first child and i had to have my first surgery which was the c section . Its a boy , Tristan Malik Corey , and he was two days overdue . So i had my induction date set for sunday night at 8 but i woke up that sunday morning with contraction. they got so strong so very fast . And so close apart , i tried to take a shower , got in the shower and my water broke lol . So we went on to the hospital , i was 4 centimeters dilated. And in so much pain omg ... But even tho i was dilating my cervic wasnt doing how it should and i had a very stubborn baby who wouldnt flip over , he was head down but he wanted to stay face up. So they came to the conclusion that a c section would just have to be the plan after hours of painful contractions and nothing changed , c section it was. I have an amazing boyfriend , he worried about me the whole time and hated to see me in pain lol he kept trying to tell the nurses how to do their jobs and how they should make me more comfortable , i couldnt stop him i was a lil drugged up already lol . He was with me every step of the way and didnt leave my side once im so thankful ... But I was so so very terrified of this surgery. Labour is so scary and painful , but the idea of having to go into surgery was horrifying , considering it was my very first one . But they doped me up so much with the epidural and then some , that i didnt feel a thing but a bunch of pressure and pulling . And oh my god , hearing your baby cry as they pull him out is, the most , best feeling , and best sound in the world , all i could do was cry and so did dad lol . It was all worth it and now we have a beautiful baby boy , ive never felt such a strong love like this for someone . He has my entire heart 💕