I’m 15 weeks now and struggling with my self image. I’ve never been skinny I’ve always had a little bit of weight on me. Or at least that’s how it looked. I’m 200 pounds and 5’10. My weight has always been very proportionate on my body. My gamma tells me that she doesnt believe that I’m over 160. Anyways. Now that I’m 15 weeks I feel like I’m showing but at the same time I just feel fat. Like it’s not even the baby. Someone could see me on the street and just assume that I’m fat. I don’t even feel pregnant just fat. I have a hard time with the idea that I have to gain weight. I lost 45 pounds last year. I’m sorry this is an unnecessary rant but I don’t really have anyone to tell this to and I couldnt sit here dwelling on myself any longer