I miss this 💔

I miss the days I did these tests and I saw a positive on each one, I miss knowing I had a baby growing in my womb, I may have never met you but I knew you were there once and I will always think of what gender you could have been, a girl or a boy? I wouldn’t have cared either way, I wish i could’ve met you, I guess god wanted to meet you first. You were there for about 5 weeks until I lost you, seeing that negative broke my heart after having so many positives 👼🏻💗💙💔 I love you so much 👼🏻❤️