I'm on my first round of clomid and my period is due tomorrow. I'm 36 and have been ttc since February 2018. Its been a lot more stressful than I could have ever imagined. Having huge variations in cycle lengths and inconclusive tests for pcos or any other issues has been exhausting trying to figure out anything about wtf my body is doing. I'm not religious at all, but I can't help but pray that I don't start bleeding again and I can finally get my bfp. Knowing we cant afford anything past however many rounds of clomid my doctor will allow, and the fact that I'm not getting any younger, is just making this all so emotionally draining. If I'm gonna be freaking out, I'd rather be freaking out about getting ready for baby than freaking out about the possibility of never having one.