Scared to test 6 days late

Maryanna.... trying for baby number 4 for 2years • Melody

I alway take test after test for a few years now . I’m six days late and can’t bring myself to buy a test. Took one 11/12 dpo and it was negative . My af flow alway came 11dpo. I been waiting for years for a late af and I can’t buy a test. And I’m 30 and this is the longest cycle I had other then when I been pregnant. Guess I’ll test Thursday unless she shows up or I chicken out