💗 I was 16 and my boyfriend was 19 and we didn’t even date a year before I found out I was pregnant ! I was shocked but for some reason so excited to be a mom considering I always knew I wanted to be one just not so early but I knew I would be the best mom I could be I never once felt embarrassed or let anyone beat me down about it 😊 December 13 2015 I gave birth to my daughter @ 17 with her daddy of course right by my side . You know no one believes in young couples anymore 🤷🏽‍♀️ but he promised to make sure our baby girl and I were always well taken care of 😊

💗Tai’Lynn Aubrielle💗 born @2:05

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So years pass I finish school 😊 I graduate early And at 19 and 22 we decided we were ready to buy a home and also try for baby number two! Well that’s when our journey had a terrible turn ! December of 2017 we tried for a baby Jan I found out I was pregnant I was soo excited !! Doctors confirmed it ! What a way to enter 2018 right ! Feb came I was so excited we didn’t announce it until I’ll ultrasound which was March 4th I was suppose to be 10 weeks ! I was so happy Well! When the doctor put the gel on my stomach and put the wand on my stomach we saw our sweet angel . With no heartbeat ..None not one sign of life my boyfriend begins to cry my heartbreaks in a million pieces . WHY ME !! WHY MY BABY ! I couldn’t believe it my doctor hugged us and said I’m sorry! I know this is hard but you’ll have another baby soon! another baby? I..I wanted this baby !! So my doctor and I talked about options and I’m not going to

Lie I disliked pregnant women .😑 at this time and all doctors.. I tried holding on the hope ! I tried keeping my dead baby inside for as long as I could but I couldn’t bare so I scheduled a D&C! Which was successful everything was out baby placenta everything and leaving that hospital I felt so empty ..But I tried smiling and of course eventually breaking down 😰 And to make things worse we couldn’t start TTC until 4 months and until my cycles returned ! BUT ! April came and at 19 and 22 despite that hiccup we finally brought our home ! Our dream home😊

As soon as we moved in My cycle returned and I knew that was a sign from god try again !! So we waited I started taken Vitamins and getting my body ready taken opks body temps all that May comes around ughh I can’t take it so we start trying earlier than what my doctor instructed! We didn’t get pregnant 🤷🏽‍♀️ but I was just happy to be back to trying for our rainbow baby !! My husband never complained he was just as excited as me June came around we tried 😅 Still NO BABY ! I was at this point frustrated! And wishing for another sign from god to

Keep on ! July came around We got pregnant !! I literally found out very early 4 weeks to be exact went to the doctor to confirm it !! And they did I didn’t even think about nothing bad ! I was just happy lol ! This was end of July by the way ! August came so thankful I’m still pregnant we actually told our entire family !! And friends ! And August 7th is my birthday so I turned 20! Then August 17th came ..

💜STORY💜

That day started like any other❤️ my husband and I were going to get groceries later that day and for some reason that day wearing a pad just didn’t register (I always wear liners) just not that day we went to Walmart and all of a sudden I just felt a tremendous amount of pressure in my abdomen I told my boyfriend and he just blew it off so did I and we continued to fill the cart but the more I walked the more pressure I felt Then I felt a gush . Not trying to freak out in the middle of the store I walk quickly to the bathroom and realize that it’s just pink discharge I was worried but relieved because No bright red bleeding but I quickly called the on call nurse and she told me that it sounded normal and like old blood ...Well we continued shopping but the pressure ..begin to get heavy and I just started bleeding and cramping and I knew I lost our baby I started shaking nearly fainting in Walmart our cart was full I rushed to

The car with every step I took my pain got worse my boyfriend had to hurry and check out I wanted to go home not the hospital HOME! My boyfriend took my home and we both cried we need it was over (Tissue, blood, cramps ) it was over.. the doctor called me and asked me how I was doing and told me I knew how this went and to relax and just let nature take its course.. 2nd miscarriage..I was done I hated my body I hated myself and I was so afraid of going through it again ! So I told my husband no more baby’s ..He popped the question at my graduation you guys (IN MAY LEFT THAT OUT)

But yes I was over having a baby the thought of it was Tooo painful! BUT we planned to get married in September!❤️💜

Something Magical happened! We planned to get married September 29 and my husband begged me to try One more time for our rainbow baby he encouraged me not to give up

On this journey ..But I wanted to I couldn’t bare another loss I couldn’t understand why he would want me to go through that again but I said whatever for sure he will see when I don’t get pregnant this month ! I remember my cycle returned on the 6th of September .. and I’m more than sure I ovulated early ..3 days before our wedding ..I found out I was pregnant I cried and cried and cried !! Y’all I balled my eyes out I surprised him and he told me I told you! God isn’t done with us !! 3 days after that we got married yes this is my first child’s father yes we grew up and got married I’ve been with this man since my 9th grade year in high school😊.

But of course I was so afraid I tried not to think about it the baby I was afraid to be happy but my doctor scheduled me an ultrasound at 8 and our baby had a strong heartbeat and flipping and turning I was thrilled! Still scared but so happy !!

Then we found out our rainbow baby Was a Girl!! Our first baby girl will be a big sister 💗💗

And now you guys I’m soo happy and soo blessed to say I have made it to my third trimester ! I will be 34 weeks tomorrow And baby girl is head down and 5lbs 1oz And is sooo soo soo Healthy!!

I cannot wait to meet you 💞Brinley Grace💗

God will bless you even when it’s hard to

Believe it 😊💗