I was able to open up to my aunt and tell her I've had sex and I told her how if I get pregnant I will abort it and she started to say how I should not do it and I should deal with the consequences and making me feel guilty about being 19 and knowing that I am not ready for a child.

That it as an immature decisions... The decision of abortion is such a hard decision to make, I just... What the fuck...

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I took precautions, condom and such, yet I am a bit scared