CD 2 finally broke down

After 2 and a half years of trying and another family round of femara plus fsh and ovidrel I just broke down I’ve paid $2000 this week alone in fertility treatments and then the stress it puts on my marriage... i don’t think I can do this anymore and today of all days I get invited to my cousins baby shower who “tried for 3 months” and got pregnant 🙄 I’m just over it all.