4 years in the same Ward

And I still sit alone. I want to cry every time I go to relief society. I sit alone in a sea of empty chairs and nobody talks to me. My ward is extremely cliquie. It's hard to be in a ward so long and not have a single friend. I'm active and I go every Sunday. It's wearing on me. There have been times where I have just walked out and gone and sat in my car for an hour.....ok I just needed to get this off my chest....has anyone else dealt with this?