Feeling hopeless

So I'm about 8 weeks after a c-section and I still have PP bleeding.. if someone tells me it's my period coming back I will snap lol. I'm EBF, and this does not feel or look like a period so it's definitely still from birth. I'm just so frustrated. Between caring for a newborn, dealing with super red stretch marks and an ugly belly pouch and on top of that bleeding, I just feel that my sex life will never be the same. And summer is coming soon.. the thought of wearing less clothes is terrifying. Anyone else in the same boat? ☹