Sooooo.... I was supposed to start today and I was feeling pretty cruddy and crampy this week. Figuring okay well I'm gonna start soon... and this happens when I take my test. Idk if i should be excited or freaking out about what I'm gonna do right now bc rn both me and my other half are between jobs and looking and i already have my two amazing boys. I want another baby but I'm seriously freaking out about how we are gonna make baby 3 work. I really don't want to tell my other half bc I know he will be a blabbermouth about it. And right now I'm not sure I want anyone knowing considering how much help we've been getting from others just over the last year due to him being in and out of jobs so much. So, please please please, if you know me personally, don't say anything please.