Can some 1 plz help and talk me thrw this confused.com big time

I got hold of some hcg and we don’t know if it helps u get pregnant or not everything we look up about it confuses us even more I hav psoc I take them ovulation tests and the come bk some of the time fine we wana know dose this hcg help u get pregnant when to take it how much 2 take every when 2 take it any time of the day head is spinning plz some 1 help we are from the uk and it like £10,000 we just can’t afford iv conceived twice on my own but that was over 13years ago with my ex partner and I had a misscarage with him I’m with my new partner now he has a child as well so he is fine it’s me with my pros it’s really bad I just want so help plz like if this don’t help whAt that I can by will plz help soooooo desperate now it’s making me depressed that it’s affected my mental health so bad that I have and I’m not proud of it taking my own life 😞 I just want some help plzz 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽