Because my almost 7 week old is such a colic baby that she cries all day and never sleeps until 5pm to 5am waking every 3 hours. Even then she sleeps restless so I don't get much sleep and I don't get to spend quality time with her or my August baby...

I know it doesn't last forever and I'm probably at the hump, but it's so mentally draining to feel like your potentially upsetting and screwing up your children.

Just needed to vent because I feel like nobody understands how frustrating it is trying to plan for good days and be supportive of both kids just to have it go to hell and have crying all day, telling the toddler no all day and knowing she's upset, and being trapped inside all day with them because we live 20+ minutes from anything... Don't get me wrong there are good moments to each day, but they are so miniscule in comparison to the whole day. Ugh. Send good vibes.