I’m struggling 😭

This has been such a hard pregnancy. I’ve dealt with so many complications and now it seems like it won’t end! My due date is 4 days from now and I’m starting to get depressed waiting. I can’t sleep at night, I’ve been having horrible pregnancy insomnia due to prodromal labor that’s been going on for weeks. It seems to hit me at night and early morning. I keep getting little signs that baby is on his way but still nothing happens. I’ve been stuck at 2 cm for 4 weeks. I feel really bad because I’m being very short with my two year old, it’s not her fault for getting into stuff and being a toddler but I’m sooo sleep deprived and exhausted from being pregnant I lose my temper so much more. I just feel like I’m failing as a mom right now and I just want this baby to come out 😭😭😭