Need support..

Nakita

I'm supposed to be 4 weeks 6 days today. got my BFP on 4/23. on 4/29 my levels were 58 but on 5/1 they were 52... I don't know what to do or how to feel... my symptoms have been increasing. I'm not bleeding. I was cramping but I drank some water and they went away... my doctor wants me to come back every week until my levels are at 0. but at the same time I don't want to go back because it took them 3 damn days to tell me what was going on.. my mom keeps telling me to pray that God can turn this around and to have another office double check my levels. I don't know if I should just accept it or fight it... I'm so heartbroken.